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Trying to Remember this exists: Gaming, ADHD, and me (and maybe you?)

 So, I had forgotten this exists, and I want to try to write thoughts and ideas down because who knows maybe someone will like it? At some point during COVID I finally was able to get a diagnosis for ADHD. Although the medications haven't changed my life as much as I hoped, knowing how my brain thinks and differs from others has been useful, and since I don't hear parts of my experiences I figured why not just spew it out into the world? So, this blog is about tabletop gaming and I've found my gaming is impacted heavily by my ADHD and emotional states. First, actually showing up on time or at all to a session, even one I'm looking forward to can be tough. Some days going to the table feels terrifying and anxiety inducing even if I love my fellow players. Doubly so when you are pulling GM duty. For example my in person game group are 2 guys I've known since middle/high school so around 1998, I know them, I've heard good and bad from them. BUT I still get huge wav...

(A) Nobody Talks about Paizo, Pathfinder 2e and Starfinder

 Hey folks! So how about them boys from Paizo? Paizo for those who are unaware own both Pathfinder and Starfinder. Pathfinder 1e was a reskin and expansion of D&D3.5 but the other two are unique. Starfinder feels like a first attempt to truly branch off. The spellcasters only go to 6 levels, it’s a space game so we have lasers, missiles, and spaceships. Starfinder has both hit points and Stamina Points (a thing they floated in Pathfinder Unchained, basically quick HP where as your other HP is much harder to recover.) Although I found it fun I’m not really huge on it’s lore which is very tied to the mechanics and therefore I don’t tend to play it over other Sci-fi games.   Pathfinder 2e though is my IRL groups current favorite. It has all the trappings you’d expect from a D&D style game (Paladin has been renamed Champion, Alchemist and Goblin are in the core book. Pathfinder 2e’s sweet mechanic (such as advantage/disadvantage in D&D 5e) is the revamp of the crit...

(A) Nobody's Perspective on D&D 3rd, 4th, and 5th Editions

 Hello folks my name is Nilsine /Fellstrike and before I write some on other games, I thought I’d talk about the Gargantuan Red Dragon in the Dungeon. Dungeons and Dragons has had a lot of versions over the years and funny enough I’ve pretty much played around the time the OGL was created (baring like 2 sessions of AD&D but I am definitely not qualified to talk about those. 3 rd (3.5 and Pathfinder 1e) are what I tend to think of as far as a simulation style game. Though honestly, I think that case is a bit overblown it is the game where without magic you can min-max characters who are nigh-invisible or can wrestle literal giants. However, in these games the for lack of a better word physics numbers matter. Range in foots, carrying in pounds, most things tend to be spelled out and kind of work how you might think. 3 rd edition was also when D&D stopped using THACO and instead you added a number to a d20 roll and compared it to a DC. It can be a lot of fun but I feel lik...